yay back on tour finally!!!! i hate wiscounsin green bay sucks ass man the only thing this town has goin for it is the packers if not for the packers this town would be a very poor shit hole instead of a shit hole. what else um i have a home in ohio for now yayness, and i'm on my way to indiana to visit carl and stuff for the few days before i have to report to work. hmm what else i'm still poor and i hate ro's dad he's a dick wad. can't even cook food or eat cause he's an asshole. nor shower. it's like only he's allowed to actually live while me and ro have to cohabitate in the basement and starve or sneak out of the house to actually eat food. pisses me off the mans a fucking asshole and a drunk. i've never lived with white trash before and now that i am i'm feeling dirty. i'm going back to california in september maybe. and going to join the Quidam tour get a job there. i'm hoping my life turns out better then what it has so far on the road. if not i'm gonna go to college again and get a job in massage.... but i got to see a good portion of the country. sad thing is i'm here in wiscounsin and i'll never get to see the houdini museum.... ;-; oh well maybe just maybe i'll get to someday.

i've come to the decision that i need to give sephiroth away so i'm gonna try to put him on ebay... yep my 3 foot tall sephiroth plushie must go and i'll probably have to give away my ferret too .... sad....

also i've begun to notice i haven't anymore friends left in california... well cept for pchan there's no one else... the chuck moved to VA so no more hanging out with him. um angela is probably busy now or something... heather moved to sacramento with whytnei..... cheryl i don't know where she is... it's like i don't know everyone i knew is gone. i guess this is what growing up is right? when i get back to cali it's find a job and a place for ro to live.... maybe i'll get married.... i don't know.... ha ha yeah right me married.... funny i know i know anywho i gotta go i'll update when i get to carl's maybe.